Wednesday, September 26, 2012

I wouldn't put something that bitter in my mouth

"You took a whole lot of loving for a handful of nothing."

I think I'm going insane. The bad, aggressive, savage animal on the attack kind of insane.

Fortuitous events

Sometimes, when you REALLY need it to, events will unfold in what will turn out to be the best  possible outcome.

Although it may often be disguised as the opposite.

It's important to remember this.

I hate it when people have an 'It's all good' attitude, because it's not ALL good, that's just delusional.

But every failure, every heart ache, every unscalable obstacle that presents itself, is just funnelling you towards your true destination.




Friday, September 21, 2012

Cried out and cold

I'm staring into this chasm, and I know that in the next few months, I'll pass through and come out the other side. It's the only way out of here.

I'm scared.

I've felt like I'm on the verge of tears for a few days now. But they don't come.

The last time I dropped my guard, they wouldn't stop.

Monday, September 3, 2012